I know it has been a while since I have written again previously. The past couple of months have been a bit of roller coaster. Nothing devasting praise the Lord, but spiritually getting to the place in my relationship with the Lord where He wants me to be. He is definitely calling me to go deeper especially as we see this age coming to a close soon. I admit I did run the other way a couple of times and in those moments it felt as if I were in a spiritual desert. Sometimes it felt like my prayers were not getting through or as I continued to settle for where I was, my walk became more like an obligation than a desire. Could this have been a spiritual attack or was I walking in disobedience? I will be bold and say that I was walking in disobedience. The Lord told me what my assignment was and I just did not do it. My disobedience may have left me open for spiritual attacks because I was definitely attacked there as well. I even tried to pursue opportunities that the Lord did not tell to pursue including a job promotion. All of those doors were closed.
Now that I am at the end of my rope and nowhere to run, I have been brought back to the foundation of my relationship with the Lord and that relationship began with Love and repentance. God Loves me. God Loves you! He loves us so much that He sent his own Son to earth to die on the cross for us and His shed blood cleansed and took away our sins. He rose again, ascended into Heaven seated at the right hand of the Father waiting to return back to earth and be with us. God’s desire is to be with His creation. That is why He is setting up His kingdom on a New Earth and we will rule and reign with Christ for eternity. That sounds so amazing! To forever be in the presence of Love Himself. So on my journey to a deeper relationship with the Lord. I must remember how much I am loved. He called me and I answered. He chose me and I accepted. He has preserved me for such a time as this. The Lord is calling us all to go deeper. We are entering a period on this Earth which has never been before. We all have assignments. Our first duty is to from our commander is spread the gospel of the Kingdom of God. Tell as many as we can that Jesus Christ is coming back and we must be born again to enter into His Kingdom.
Also, we must be ready to battle the powers of darkness, which are no match for the power of the Holy Spirit. If we are walking in the Spirit as children of God living in victory we will overcome. There are many blessings in the book of Revelation for the overcomer that I would like to do a separate entry about. No matter what come what may whether it be an economic collapse, war, or natural disasters, which seems to be all converging at the same time. Please know that if you are loved by Jesus Christ. He will protect and provide for you during these uncertain times as long as we have Faith and trust in Him. We focus too much on the event and not the author and finisher of our faith.
As brothers and sisters in Christ, we are to love one another and pray for each other and encourage each other to keep going. This race is hard but we know who is at the end. As for me and my assignment, I clearly heard from the Lord, “do the work of an evangelist!” However that pans out, I just know that I am on the verge of something awesome for the Lord. I pray I get to pour it out more often on here. For those who don’t know what their end time assignment is yet, my advice is to get in your prayer closet, surrender all, and wait. He will answer. I love you with the love of the Lord. Come, Lord Jesus!